6.1 Cinder

Note: In this chapter I'm going to be using some bad words which aren't used anymore but are from Uncle Tom's Cabin and or the Adventures of Huckleberry Finn"  Also kids are six so they don't know what the term means and are copying Vienne

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2006

Dear Dairy Diary  I'm having a deadful dreadful life. After me, my Cosion Cousin  Sara Wendy  and her two stepsisters (Leah and Denise)  all aged up into children. I been forced to clean up for the others. I'm not old enough to cook or to garden yet so we have a butter Butler for that. I think the buttler  Butler or another one raised me after the eventually death of Cosion Cousin Sergio II after the death of his wife Cosion Cousin Raven.

Due to the step-family's treatment of me  Cousin Sara Wendy refuses to eat with the step-family and tries to eat with me in the kitchen and all I can eat is whatever the steps don't eat. 

Vienne or as I call her Ma'am, says I'm just a  Niger  Nigger or Nego Negro. So I shouldn't care about doing anything like finding a job or anything since I will never be good for anything but being a homeless bum when I grow up

Sara Wendy's aunt Tori, had offered to take Sara Wendy off Ma'am's hands. But Sara Wendy refuses to leave me behind and Tori can't afford room for both of us. 

 

It was ummer Summer time so the twins Leah and Denise have a lot of free time.  They hide underneath a fort they made.  And they they play with water guns.  On a sunny day they even played with water guns INSIDE!  I had to clean up a puddle they created. 

They can also do "hand games"  And they get to swim in the pool Ma'am had installed/ I so wish I could have free time (whatever is that?) since I don't go to 'ool School during the fall

 

It's now 'all Fall and so at night when the steps are in bed, Cosion Cousin Sara Wendy is tyring   Trying to tech  Teach me to red Read  and right Write.  She's been doing it even though our step-mother Vienne told her and the other children "not to treat me as anything but a   Niger  Nigger or Nego Negro."

She (Sara Wendy) can't talk to anyone at school about me. Because she mentioned me to a teacher once and it got back to Vienne and Vienne told the teacher I'm Sara Wendy's imaginery imaginary friend and when Vienne returned home. She went to Sara Wendy and told her "YOU'RE NEVER TO SPEAK ABOUT THE NIGGER CINDERWRENCH AT SCHOOL AGAIN. IF YOU DO I WILL BRAND YOU DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!"  

At times I want to give up trying to lern learn reding reading but Sara Wendy convinces me to keep going.  It does take awhile to calm me down.  Sara is always tired in the moring but she claims to "Ma'am" that she stayed up all night reding  reading under the covers. 

I have asked "Ma'am" a few times about both my scar and about my birth parents.  For the scar she claimed shortly after Cosin  Cousin Sergio II's death that I had "been playing too close to fire" and I fall in and burned my left cheek before anyone noticed.   Sara Wendy doesn't believe that at all.     For the other question she said "YOU WHOLE FAMILY DIED IN A PLANE CRASH, YOUR GRANDMA, AUNT, BOTH PARENTS, AND YOUR SIBLING"  She then yelled at me saying "YOU'RE NEVER TO ASK ANY MORE QUESTIONS ABOUT YOUR FAMILY EVER AGAIN? DO YOU UNDERSTAND?"  I said "Yes Ma'am"  She even took me to see the sight Sight of the plane crash. 

 Whenver "Ma'am" or the twins walk by me when I'm cleaning  I have to go over to the side and stand with my face to the wall to show my "resptect" respect  them as higher uppers.  For some reason Leah is a bit nicer and calls me "Cinder" instead of the full  N word  and the W word.  Sara Wendy just calls me by my actual name, Selene. 

5.13 Vienne's Plan

 Note: racist language in this chapter.  The racist viewpoint used in part of this chapter is not my viewpoint but the viewpoint of the character 

2001/2002

Dear diary. I'm now struck with two extra brats after my second husband's Sergio Red II's death.  One is his and his fist wife, the Countess Raven Grant's daughter whom will come into the title when she's 18. The other brat is their foster daughter  the N***r  Selene.  She has to stay under this roof for at least 16 years before I can kick her out onto the street.    

I'm stilling try to figure out what I'm going to do about the N***r Selene. I'm thinking of turning her into a slave  I mean a servant.  I will also brand her cheek in the fire and claim when she's older she's fell into the fire when learning to walk and I didn't get there in time to save her cheek 

I had construction start on the this house so it meets my standards. I can't place Sara Wendy in the attic but I will have her have the smallest bedroom in the house instead while Selene gets the attic. My two children,  Leah and Denise, will get the 2nd and third best room.

About Selene.. what would the Disney Wicked Mothers do? 

Vienne's imagination: 

*long time ago and far away the Disney Wicked Mothers are in Malfcient's castle and standing around a table*

Lady Tremaine

Ever singe I was a girl/my own mother vowed/I must find the way to power through a noble brow/

I married once for life/then my senses came/ 

I must marry for the statue of my husband's name. 

on husband number two/I know what I had to do/he fell ill in

a year or two

Solved Problem number one, onto problem number two/

his doe-eye little girl with a gentle point of view

Do I ship her off to school?

No i told her if she stayed she had to earn her keep

so she became the maid

Anastasia and Drizella 

she was lazy

she was crazy

she was talking to the mice!

Lady Tremaine

She was hopeless naïve she had to pay the price

I moved her to the attic/out of sight/out of mind

I could have thrown her out/but I'm benevolent and kind

Anastasia and Drizella 

[Bridge]

you're heart too big for you

Lady Tremaine

I knew what I had to do

after all tough children will take advantage of your good nature 

Chorus

So you lock them up and take away the key

there's one on every family tree

Anastasia and Drizella 

ungrateful

hateful

vile too! The things she put you through!

Lady Tremaine:

break their spirts so they obey

now'll they do anything you say

maybe you call it cruel but others would call it love

tough love

LT (spoken)

"Is it a crime to strive in perfection in all things?"

Mother Gothel 

"Oh, no, it's so cute when they're little but then they grow up and just ruin everything"

Mother Gothel

I never wanted children, life was better on my own

all that screaming and nagging chilled me to the bone

But one day I came across a flower growing free

its magic kept me young so I kept it all for me

But someone dug it up and now the baby held the power so I "borrowed" her, locked her up

and hid in her a tower

years went by/oh the sacrifice 

and against my better judgement I feed her once or twice

teenagers now I know why the wild eat their young but that's messy

Manipulation's easily more fun

a little guilt, a lot of force and of course you you have to lie and reminded them

without you  they'll shrivel up and die 

they only have themselves to blame

if you been there you'd the same! 

Work them hard till they fall in line/there's only one way and its only mine

Evil Queen 

children are lazy

LT

spoil too! 

All three wicked non-birth  mothers 

But we know what to do!

govern them with a heart of stone

lock them up so they're all alone

maybe you'd call it cruel

but others would call it love

tough love

Mother Gothel

her own tower with a water view but she runs away the first change she gets

Evil Queen

(spoken)

"These wretched brats think the world owes them something but it doesn't"

singing

Far and wide I rule the kingdom with a heavy hand 

but there was more I had in mind, a greater plan

I never cared to share so the King would have to fall but his child blocked the way to me and "Fairest of them All"

she was chubby, she was dumb and grotesquely optimistic/

she needed structure in her life/she wasn't realistic

I gave her chores and took away things she enjoyed

But then I caught her singing songs 

with birds and then 

a boy

Love? Was I to sit by and wait? For her to take my crown?

No she had sealed her fate

you know what they say an 

"apple once a day keeps your enemies away"

Don't be fooled by their tender smile/give an inch 

and they'll run a mile

All of the Wicked non-birth Mothers and two step sisters

our idea for a happy home

is one where we all live alone

dark

depressing

desolate

Now let's all drink to that!

call us wicked/call us mean/

cruel and everything in between

you could say its unjust

turning their dreams to dust

this is what we call love, tough love!

                                                                *back to Vienne's reality*

Yep, I will break Selene's dreams to dust. She wouldn't even go to school with the others. She wouldn't even be homeschool what does a N***R need to be educated for? She wouldn't be good for anything. I don't even care if she's supposedly the other daughter of the new Empress Regent of Windenburg, Willow Creek, and Oasis Springs.  In this house at the moment she's is a NOTHING and always will be in my household.   Of course I have to hire a butler for her  formative years until she's old enough to cook by herself. 

I'm off to play with one of my toddler daughters

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Song is Tough Love from Pattycake Productions