Monday, December 19, 2022

7.11 College

 

Dear Diary I'm so stressed out between helping HAM,  and my own school work,  HAM and I are the first in our family to go to college.   HAM and I are living in one of Mom's and Aunt Leah's first apartments, before they got the Penthouse Aunt Melissa and Uncle Elliot and cousins are living in. 



I forgot to mention last time that back at home. HAM had some seriosuly nightmares and night terrors so I would comfort her when they happened 


I'm doing a major in English Literature and a minor in  Drama.  HAM's doing a major in LAW with a minor in Medience. 

As part of her medicence our parents brought us a Vet pratice.  I help out there sometime



One day HAM came home upset because of law class


She was upset because of law class covered a case where the Judge told a assult viticum to "keep her legs close" and that she "probably enjoyed the assult"





Because we don't have laptops we went to a library and I did research and wrote a bit of my essay "How Jane Austen's Novels Were a Prodcut of their Time"


How Jane Austens Novels Were a Product of Their Time.
Jane Austen Novels were basically a product of their time. As her Pride and Prejucie novels opening line says "It is a truth unversially acknoweldge that a man of good fortune, must be in want of a wife"

During the time period of Regency England there weren't a lot of choices for genteel women. Espcially not if their estate was entailed to a male heir or if they were the daughters of a Church Parson like the Jane and her sister were   Because they're daughters they and their mother were kicked out of the house once their father died by their eldest brother.   A fear that is played upon by Mrs. Bennet in Pride and Prejduice is worried about such things happening to HER and her five daughters if they aren't married by the time Mr. Bennet (who isn't a church parson) by Mr.Colins, a cousin.  


Women were often  hampered in their ability to find a partner because the higher one was on the social ladder the more they basically had to put on  a show for the others around them.  Being able to paint, dance, embroided and play a pinaforte.  So that they couldn't be with either a servant or be with a woman they love (if they swung that way,  but to be fair Men couldn't be with men other during this time if they swung that way)..


There weren't a lot of jobs in Regnacy period  for women of  Jane's standing.  Novels was one that was barley acceptable.  She and her sister could have bene forced to become govenorness for other genteel's families' daughters.  Or they could have been forced to become Lady's maids or compains for other genetel women. 


So basically Jane Austen's works were a product of their time when women didn't have many choices for jobs and their only way up was to marry a man of good fortune.

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Later that week I went into a bar I meet a guy and when I tried to leave he tried to give me a kiss 



I slapped him of course  



and then the next day to de-stress I went and help out in our vet clinic 







While Prince Maxwell took HAM on a date! 

















Friday, November 11, 2022

7.10 Jail or Service?

Dear diary, I'm so upset but I should start from the beginning right?






HAM and I helped Mom with the triplets. Boy they're a handful









Both me and HAM spent time with our love interests





HAM even had her first kiss with Prince Maxwell

HAM and I joined a Karoke contest


a week later HAM and Maxwell did the same thing 



Henry and I became an item


Mom, HAM and I bathed the toddlers 


and they aged into children!




Then our class had a graduation -so we all graduated! 


that night Henry and I had our first kiss 


then Dan,  HAM, and I had our birthdays 



Later that day after the party Henry came over in miltary uniform saying he needed to do service ro our country 




He had gotten a letter early that day saying he has to do miltary service it's either that or he spend tome time in jail because he stole some cigs for me all those months ago when he was following me (he had the *other* sets of tapes which is why he was following me).  So basically the question was "Jail or Service?" 

 We both supect it's Kendal and others behind it but we aren't sure. 





So I gave him a night he would remembered and he wouldn't fall into love with any old girl in the my great-grandfather's country






The next day- I hugged him  and begged him not to go


Henry said "It's either I do miltary duty  or you visit me in jail..which do you want?"


I said "But in the miltary you could become DEAD...and we know it's deadly in my great-grandfather's home country"   Henry: "We have no choice I have to go -I promise to write you a lot of letters"


and then I was left alone to mourn the loss of Henry -I don't know if I will ever see him again









Sunday, October 23, 2022

7.9 D**N

 



Dear diary lots had gone on since I last wrote in you  HAM's much better And we got our compunance on my ex-friends and my ex-boyfriend. 



Grandma Juliet taught me knitting while I was waiting for HAM to be stronger.

 At the hospital the Doctor Alana helped HAM to practice walking and did some leg massages to help HAM



I knitted before I could visit her 



At school I was asked to show some new students around the school.  I didn't judge them because of their skin colour I mean look at my great-grandma's Dad!   I did judge them because they had head rumours of my twin  having a baby in the hospital.  I blew my top at them for what a stupid statement 

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And then I told them the truth of what happened -And my three ex-friends whom saw me lose my temper and then told the truth (they had be spreading more lies) but they couldn't do anything because Henry was right next to them  


Finally after awhile and between the fact she was weak but also because she didn't want to sleep alone(nightmares), we (HAM and I) decided that she would share my bed and I could help her in the morning. 



After HAM was much better we decided we would do something similar to what our ancestor Hannah (Hannah I), did years ago.   So we stretched with some yoga to help clear our minds  




And then with Prince Maxwell's and Henry's  help we trained a lot 






Grandma started teaching HAM how to knit


Then Grandma died a few dies latter 



A couple of days latter we had a funeral for her  



and in the middle of the funeral Uncle Dad and Mom had a fight-  Dan thinks as the male child HE should get the estate and  everything.  Mom was shocked "You're 40 years my junior, if it was going to go to anyone it's ME"   "Our parents never even raised you! They handed you over like nothing   so you don't deserve to live here and neither do your children!"    Mom: "Oh, but what about YOUR birth parents remember? They "handed you over to be adopted"  "At least I was placed in care of distant relatives unlike YOU!"  "And You know full well that MOM AND DAD HAD NO CHOICE IN THE MATTER!"  Uncle Dan was like "D**N!"  "DAN! WATCH  YOUR LANUAGE!" 

Mom and Dad had a really romantic moment and then went to their bedroom to woohoo



HAM and I trained some more, 






and while we trained Mom found out she's expecting some more kiddos



The family felt Mom's belly to welcome the baby(ies) to the family 





HAM and I did more training 





HAM and Maxwell hanged out together, 


and I think they're really think they're "into each other" 






I felt Mom's belly once again 



I tricked one of our cousins' subjects into streaking 



Then the entire family helped with dinner 


 had a very nice dinner 


That night Mom went into labour 


And after a long time in the hospital 




Mom gave birth to triplets-just like Hannah' I's older siblings! Their names are Princess Eleanor Mary Elizabeth,  Prince Edward Albert William and Princess Isabella Diana Charlotte 


We let the parents have some free time after Mom's birth so 


HAM and I took care of the triplets


Last Month, the  triplets had their christening 


A couple of days latter I challenge on the behalf of both HAM and myself she, and the others will be dueling HAM and me



I then spend a some time with Henry- and yes, I know we been getting to know each other since we had our first discussion at the hospital 



Finally the day come.  the plan is that HAM will go first in fighting all the people here and then I will go.   We have two referees,  the God of Heaven,  and also Mulan- god of war/fights 















Up to here so good so far! 









Then it was my turn 



















The only one whom didn't like being defeat by two Swanson women was by ex-boyfriend Wade-  that he tried to fight me again because he probably thought that if he had an advantage of surprise he could win 


joke's on him, I won again and he started saying "DA..." and I was like "Watch it, there's laddies present"  So he said "D**N you Swansons, you aren't ladies, you're freaks!"    I replied  "And that's why I broke up with you and your GASTON like tendencies except you're  WORSE then Gaston"  "THIS ISN'T THE END OF IT"  I said "OH YES IT!"  and the group went out 


and the siblings aged up into toddlers