5.2 Mysterious Boy Dream Again

1993

Dear, Diary, I'm so upset my parents finally divorced. 

My Dad, still refused to keep his cheating to the bedroom so Mom was still fighting with him all the time about it.   To the point she kicked out Cameron after  some more incidents.        But that didn't prevent Dad from having ore "loving' time with Cameron.   Yes Mom's still drinking a lot as a well.  It's now up to like 80 glasses a day. And Mom's been sent home a lot due to it.   About two months ago, Grandma  got fed up with my parents arguing so convinced Mom to try to talk to Dad about going to counselling..  With a bit of arguing Dad was convinced to try therapy.  

The therapist told them to go on a date soon after.  The day of the date, Mom was in such a good mood,  that she brushed me hair myself. She normally has grandma brush it due to always being in a rush.  And then they had apperently a fine night out but there was a little arguing afterawards.   

But I was asleep by that point.  And my dream friend showed up again in the dream

In the dream, the boy took us to a restaurant where we both order Ice Cream!!  I had Chocolate ice cream while he had the mint chocolate chip ice cream   Then he took us to a park with a wedding arch. 

We talked about maybe if we could find each other while we're older, we might be able to get married.  He even went down on one knee and said "I promise to find you and marry you when we grew up" 

And tonight, my Mom came home and had a shower but when she went into the parents' bedroom she discovered that Wyatt was in bed with Cameron  That was the finally straw and the next day she threw a drink Dad's face and told him that she was divorcing him.   He quickly moved into Cameron's new place 

Mom was drinking her 101th glass and very upset.  She didn't know how she, and the grandparents would be able to raise me and Hailey alright without the little money that Wyatt brought him from his acting gigs.   I told her "everything's going to be okay.  Beside, our cousins, Landgrabbies could help us and the Goths right?" 

4.10 Prom and Babies

 1985

Dear diary.. I already hate Wyatt and we only been married for less then four months. He's so squeamish about everything its drives me nuts!  Anyway we been very busy for several months. 

First Cora and I went prom dress shopping.  I got a very good dress.  Then we talked on the way home about stuff. 

A couple of nights later it was the night of prom and everyone who was going had tickets.  IT was eventful.  I just wish Dad hadn't offered to volunteer to chaperone that was so embrassing. . 

The next day Wyatt and I had a quick wedding. And the week afterwards, we had a baby  shower 

Then a couple of days later I gave birth to two beautiful girls: Juliet and Hailey Swanson. The next generation of Swanson family.   I just think something bad will happen in our future. I don't know what, but it will happen. 

It's really exhausting taking care of a baby and I was only 17.  I recently had a birthday so I'm an adult now but at least my parents were helping out. Wyatt certainly wasn't. And it been three months and he's STILL not helping out. 

4.9 Worried

1983-1984

Dear diary, I'm kind of concerned about the fact I'm actually am pregnant. I'm only 15 going on 16 years old 

As you know I spend a lot of time with Wyatt my betrothed in the last two three months  It was a rush of actives as we got to know each other better. Espically due to Wyatt's years away at a "boarding school". .  

The last actitvity we did together was took some friends for a camping trip.  IT was great.  Wyatt and I got a bit too curious about woohoo so we ended up woohoing in bed together.  

Recently I been having some kind of weird sickness.   Because I'm already am throwing up a lot. I wonder if it's a somatch bug going around.  But a voice in my head tells me to do a pregnancy test.  So I found one in my parents' room and I took it and waited.  Found out I was pregnant.   I went and started sobbing in the room I share with my sister.  She heard me and came and asked what the problem was. I took her back to the bathroom and showed her.  She was surprised and concerned as I am.

Next day:

I was spending the day with other friends as was Cora.  Once we got back home Elliot sat us both down and told us.. that he knew one of us was pregnant due to the fact he had to get our other brother away from the pregnancy test I left in the main bathroom.   I told him that it was mine and the kid was Wyatt's.  We had a long conversation about it.  In the end Elliot told me, that I needed to tell Mom and Dad and soon. 

The three of us made supper for the rest of the family.  At the supper time we were talking about a bunch of different stuff.  At the end of supper I said "Mom and Dad, I have something to tell you in private"   The parents and I got up and went into grandma's old art studio.  I told them I was pregnant  Dad's face was basically blank,  but Mom was crossed and even asked why we didn't use ..you know.   She did ask if Wyatt knew yet.  I told them no he didn't.

I then called Wyatt.  I guess he goes to bed early since he was very groggery when he answered the phone "'ello, who is this?"    I replied "it's me Elizabeth,  I need to come over and tell you something."   Wyatt asked  "Why can't you tell me whatever it is over the phone?"   I replied "It's really personal for let's say THREE of us."  Wyatt said "Come over.. I will get dressed see you soon". 

I went over to Wood's house and  he was finally awake.  He realized after we hang up that when I said " three of us"  it meant we were pregnant.  At first he didn't believe me until I showed him the test.  We're so young to be parents.  But we decided that we'll keep it.  We haven't told Wyatt's parents yet since we don't know how they'll react.   I them proposed to him-we decided to get married at the end of next school year.