Interlude 5.3: Don't You Cry

Dear Selene and Sara Wendy,  Its Sergio II,  You two are still young so you probably wouldn't remember me or in your case Sara Wendy, your mother Raven whom died before your 2nd birthday. That's why I  had a marriage of convince with the Honorable Vienne Calentine who had two children of her own whom aren't much older then you (Leah and Denise Calentine).  But I'm writing a will and putting this in a box in the attic.   Since I'm believe I'm dying.. either I got the same thing my first wife Raven did or as I suspect that Honorable Vienne Calentine is slowly poisonings me. 

But please remember (and it also goes for Leah and Denise as well)  Don't cry remember I will be in your heart

Come on stop your crying   

it will be alright 

just take my hand and hold it tight

I will protect you from all around you

I will be here 

Don't you cry 

For one so small 

You seem so strong 

My arms will hold you 

and keep you safe and warm

This bond between us wouldn't be broken

I will be here 

don't you cry

Chorus:

Cause you will be in my heart

Yes you will be in my heart

From this day on 

Now and forever more

don't listen to them 

what do they know?

We need each other 

to have to hold

They'll see in time

I know

when destiny calls you 

you must be strong

I may not be with you

But you got to hold on

They'll see in time

I know

we will show them together

Chorus:

Cause you will be in my heart

Believe me you'll be in my heart

I'll be there from this day on

now and forever more 

You'll be in my heart (You'll be in my heart)

No matter what they say (I will be with you)

You will be here in my heart (I will be there)

Always

Outro

Always  I will be with you

I will be there for you always

Always and always 

Just look over your shoulder

Just look over your shoulder

Just look over your shoulder

I will be there 

always

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Song is from Disney's Tarzan.  

And is called "You'll be here in my heart"

5.2 Mysterious Boy Dream Again

1993

Dear, Diary, I'm so upset my parents finally divorced. 

My Dad, still refused to keep his cheating to the bedroom so Mom was still fighting with him all the time about it.   To the point she kicked out Cameron after  some more incidents.        But that didn't prevent Dad from having ore "loving' time with Cameron.   Yes Mom's still drinking a lot as a well.  It's now up to like 80 glasses a day. And Mom's been sent home a lot due to it.   About two months ago, Grandma  got fed up with my parents arguing so convinced Mom to try to talk to Dad about going to counselling..  With a bit of arguing Dad was convinced to try therapy.  

The therapist told them to go on a date soon after.  The day of the date, Mom was in such a good mood,  that she brushed me hair myself. She normally has grandma brush it due to always being in a rush.  And then they had apperently a fine night out but there was a little arguing afterawards.   

But I was asleep by that point.  And my dream friend showed up again in the dream

In the dream, the boy took us to a restaurant where we both order Ice Cream!!  I had Chocolate ice cream while he had the mint chocolate chip ice cream   Then he took us to a park with a wedding arch. 

We talked about maybe if we could find each other while we're older, we might be able to get married.  He even went down on one knee and said "I promise to find you and marry you when we grew up" 

And tonight, my Mom came home and had a shower but when she went into the parents' bedroom she discovered that Wyatt was in bed with Cameron  That was the finally straw and the next day she threw a drink Dad's face and told him that she was divorcing him.   He quickly moved into Cameron's new place 

Mom was drinking her 101th glass and very upset.  She didn't know how she, and the grandparents would be able to raise me and Hailey alright without the little money that Wyatt brought him from his acting gigs.   I told her "everything's going to be okay.  Beside, our cousins, Landgrabbies could help us and the Goths right?"