3.3 Isolation part 1

1960

Dear diarry even myy favvouritte teacher thinks I'm a great big liar. Like I'm some kind of Pinocchio and people think Cinderella should just DO something about her life..like what? Poison her step-family?  I need to start at the beginning 

Since Mom was busy being pregnant,  having Bellatrix, now a toddler.. and Lucy spending time with her crush, Brennan Murdoch.. I spend a lot of time at the Royal Berjsens'  house and her Majesty, Queen Kelly, always seem to make time for me if I was having a down day.

This one day we had test in school.  For the last several tests Prince Harley been coping me and I was at the end of my rope.  So I went to Ms. Rosa and said that Harley was coping off me and she needed to do something about it.  We were going off to lunch and then I remembered I needed to go get something from the classroom.   Apparently on the way down to lunch,  Queen Kelly was on her way to the classroom,  she didn't see me in the classroom but she started yelling at the teacher "WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD MY PRECIOUS HARLEY CHEAT? ARE YOU SURE ITS NOT AMERICA CHEATING? SHE'S JUST A FREAKING' MUTT-OF COURSE SHE LIES, BUT THEN AGAIN YOU'RE A NIGGER!! SO MAYBE YOU'RE PROTECTING HER?!!"  I was really upset when I heard that but since they didn't know I was in the room I couldn't act.  After lunch Ms. Rosa went off on me "I'M NOT GOING TO ALLOW YOU TO HAVE TESTS IN THIS ROOM ANYMORE-SINCE YOU'RE A BIG FAT LIAR!!"

I went over after school that day after changing my clothes and hair, and when I told her that I had been in the classroom, and overheard what she said.  She apologised and said she wouldn't do it again since she doesn't want to be a bad role model, to me or to her own son, the future Emperor . . I'm stilll  uppset about what she said.. likke I kknow I shouldn't ttrust her. Butt I'm sttarting to loose ppeople too turnn too. She's onee of the feww I still havve left.

Then with my family we celebrated Olafest, New Year's Eve, and on Love Day surrounded by her family, Oma (Grandma) Clarissa passed away.  We had a funeral for her two days latter after we heard back from the medical examiner. I wasn't very close with her but my Mom and her sisters were.  At least according to Mom, she's with my Uncle Derek who died fighting during WWII.

2.5 Changes in the Swanson Household

1937

Dear good diary I'm SO confused!!  I'm 21 now!! 

 Hannah is now 6 years old.. can you believe how times fly? Mom said Hannah and I could take over Carly's old bedroom.  She feels a bit guilty about treating me terribly  and not punishing Carly much.    Since there are some photos in there of Carly.  Hannah said "Who is this?"   I then explained "You know how Derek and I are triplets?"  Hannah said "Yes? So Carly's is the missing triplet?"  Hannah then remembered "Carly is the one who told me that I was a 'little brat'?"  I replied "Yes to both of your questions"   Hannah then asked me "Do you think Carly's dead?"   I asked her "Why did you ask that?"  She replied "Because multiple have that 'thing'?"  Hannah then added  "stuff will show up in the weirdest of ways"

I didn't know this until much later  but Derek apparently hooked up with two other women Serenity  Red,  Karolin Dark  before he what I believed, settled down with  Ritalin Easter.  I made a cake for their wedding.  Afterwards since I wanted us to change from the Enrichment to the Anneorine religion.  So I talked to the Charity Priestess, the priestess who leads the religion (whose one daughter, Bailey is the children priestess).  It was Charity who told me that Derek was married to all three ladies but I will keep the secret for him

I tried to date Max Villreal but he was really, really, mean to me. So I went home and cooked some stuff with Hannah watching me while Mom did some sweeping in the house.

I then started seeing Alexander Goth  and we got along very well.  I just came back from his house and we kissed and become boyfriend and girlfriend.   His dad Mr. Goth called me a "Dirty,  gold-digger"  I told Mr. Goth that "for all that I care  that he could be homeless and I would STILL love.. since love will 'always find each other.' "

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family cooking pose by Eslane