Thursday, November 11, 2021

5.2 Mysterious Boy Dream Again

1993

Dear, Diary, I'm so upset my parents finally divorced. 





My Dad, still refused to keep his cheating to the bedroom so Mom was still fighting with him all the time about it.   To the point she kicked out Cameron after  some more incidents.        But that didn't prevent Dad from having ore "loving' time with Cameron.   Yes Mom's still drinking a lot as a well.  It's now up to like 80 glasses a day. And Mom's been sent home a lot due to it.   About two months ago, Grandma  got fed up with my parents arguing so convinced Mom to try to talk to Dad about going to counselling..  With a bit of arguing Dad was convinced to try therapy.  






The therapist told them to go on a date soon after.  The day of the date, Mom was in such a good mood,  that she brushed me hair myself. She normally has grandma brush it due to always being in a rush.  And then they had apperently a fine night out but there was a little arguing afterawards.   










But I was asleep by that point.  And my dream friend showed up again in the dream



In the dream, the boy took us to a restaurant where we both order Ice Cream!!  I had Chocolate ice cream while he had the mint chocolate chip ice cream   Then he took us to a park with a wedding arch. 

We talked about maybe if we could find each other while we're older, we might be able to get married.  He even went down on one knee and said "I promise to find you and marry you when we grew up" 



And tonight, my Mom came home and had a shower but when she went into the parents' bedroom she discovered that Wyatt was in bed with Cameron  That was the finally straw and the next day she threw a drink Dad's face and told him that she was divorcing him.   He quickly moved into Cameron's new place 


Mom was drinking her 101th glass and very upset.  She didn't know how she, and the grandparents would be able to raise me and Hailey alright without the little money that Wyatt brought him from his acting gigs.   I told her "everything's going to be okay.  Beside, our cousins, Landgrabbies could help us and the Goths right?" 








Thursday, November 4, 2021

5.1 Mysterious Boy Dream

 1992


Dear diary, I'm really upset.  The other day Mom was so drunk she yelled at Hailey and me for being "ugly children" and "we will amount to nothing".   We know Mom was drinking because our Dad is having an affair with our distant cousin Cameron who is also sort of like our nanny.  





Let me start at the beginning some years ago Hailey and I aged up into children.  We been going to school for three years now.   But we heard that a couple of times Mom found our father and Cameron making out in different rooms.  So  she started to drink.  It was just one or two drinks at first. 




But it was after the 3rd time she was having 10/12 drinks per day after she got home from work.  She and they had been fighting about both that and Dad's cheating.  So that mean Mom had more drinks after that.  And that's when the other day, after having way too many drinks she said nasty things like "We will never amount to anything" and are "ugly children"  Mom ask nagged Hailey for being lazy and not helping. 











That night when I went to sleep.. I had this weird dream.   I was in another kingdom, and  I was at a community pool.  There was this boy there.  I don't know if he's real or not. But we spend a lot of time together at the pool Send the time in the pool (we even splash each other!). We then moved to the hottub, and then we finished by building a sandcastle on the beach! 





The next day Mom drunk about 40 glasses after she found Dad and Cameron having some fun, fun times with each other.   And it caused a huge fight with Mom and Dad.  That Mom literally even hit Dad when he tried to ask her to stay.