5.11 DOUBLE CROSS

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Dear diary Everything almost fine now! Mr. Baron is arrested finally.   I got coronations in both Willow Creek and Oasis Springs. Well technically it was for Sultana Esmerlda and Queen Maeve to pay their respects to the future Empress.  They're still going to be the rulers of  the two countries as well. 

The next day Hailey "Found" me "dead" due to my Mom's status, they're able to get a coffin for me. They parade me around Windenburg, Willow Creek, Newcrest and finally Oasis Springs.  When Mom, and Reg were mourning my death (and Hailey pretending to mourn) that Dauphine Romeo came in dressed like Disney's Sleeping Beauty Prince Phillip. He mourned by my open coffin and then kissed me (I guess he heard the song I sang to him a year ago?) and I woke up finally. 

As soon as I got out of the coffin, I walked over to my stepfather, Reg whom was standing in the aisle like maybe he was going someplace?  I  then went off on him'  "Going somewhere, FATHER?" as he expected us to call him even though he isn't our father, never was. Our real father is still alive.  "Got something to hide REGULUS?"  Reg  turn around and claimed "I have nothing to hide."  I replied "Oh, really you're not responsible for my attempted kidnapping the other year when you're dating my mother?"   Reg said "But I have nothing to do with the kidnapping, I wasn't even at Library or the trailer park. How do you know it's not Romeo behind it? He was there not me." 

I replied "I know you're the brains behind it, just because you hired minions doesn't mean you aren't also responsible. I have an eye witness to you hiring one of your millions.   I'm just would like to know whom were you working for?"   

Regulus said "I'm not at liberty to say, but you and your sister did a good job at double crossing me from you pretending to be dead and then this knowledge. You should come work to the dark side since you seem to be perfect for it."   I said "over my dead body..will I do that."   

My Mom angrily march over and said "You brainwashed, and abused me just to prevent me from knowing about the fact you're behind Juliet's almost kidnapping?. If that's true, we're over, I'm divorcing, you- you'll hear from my lawyer." she even throw the ring.  Before Reg could respond to anything a hand showed up on Reg's shoulder and said "You shouldn't say anything more."   Apparently it was Prime Minster of almost everywhere except for Newcrest and currently Windenburg the election is in the spring. Scar Musells had Reg arrested and he was taken away- he's being send to prison for apparently not only my attempted kidnapping but also for trying to double cross Scar Musells as well.  I wonder what he was trying to do, to double-cross Mr. Mussells. 

Romeo moved into my house but he went over to his Dad's place and talked to him.  He laid out the facts that the feud was over between the two families since he had married me and we're expecting at least one child soon.  And Romeo suggested that his Dad not only apologized to me, but give Juliet the position of Empress Regent, because of the crap, he and his family had treated my family.  

Orlando gave him to his son's commands and came over to my family and made amends he apologized to my Mom first and then came and saw me.   He literally kowtowed to me, since he apparently was that sorry.   He said that "He and Romeo had been talking and decided, that I decided that to make ammends that my family would become the Royal Family of Windenburg with me being the newest Empress Regnant.   The idea was I would have a two coronations basically respect from Willow Creek and Oasis Springs royalty and then a huge one for Windenburg former royalty to me becoming Empress Regent.   He also told me that even if I do have more then one child, that they can be anything they want to be and it wouldn't interfer with royal duties.  Heck he's is the Emperor and he's still works as a police officer. 

I had the Willow Creek coronation.  A distant cousin of mine was maid of honour and carried the coronation robe down the aisle   Hattie Priestess (Another one of my distant cousins)crowned me as the soon-to-be Empress of Windenburg.  Queen Maeve bowed to me first, followed by my husband, Romeo. 

The next day I read the local paper and it had some bad news that  Scar Musells is trying to implement a one-child law. I also suspect I'm having twins its runs in the family.   Like when I was said about Romeo being ban-i-shed or about me finding out about my pregnancy,  I was upset near the door and Romeo came and talked to me like Hailey did 

We took a walk outside in Willow Creek and Romeo and I talked for awhile.  Romeo suggest we ask Cousin Raven to take me in since Scar will never take over Newcrest because it's under the control of a Aquatine or some other royal family.  Romeo think that Raven would be a good mother substitute considering how motherly she was to him, when he needed help,  I wasn't thrilled about that idea, but it was the only option we have if we have twins   That night I wrote a letter to Cousin Raven it will take a couple of days before it shows up in Newcrest 

The following day, I was crowned for Oasis Springs for some werid reason, a male bishop had to crown me and not Zara Priestess. I also had to knee on a cushion on the floor for that to happen.  My husband bowed to me first and then Sultana Esmerlda Landgrabbie did. So two of my coronations out of three down. 

And Romeo and I went to visit a doctor, to see how our child or children are doing inside of me since we're still quite young to be having children barley out of childhood ourselves and like I predicted since twins apparently run on both sides of our families (both my side and Romeo's) that we're having twins, apparently twin girls. 

 

5.6 WHAT HAVE I DONE?

WARNING THUNDER ANIMATION WITH A PICTURE DOWN BELOW! PROCEED AT YOUR OWN CAUTION! 
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Dear diary, I'm so upset. I wondering WHAT HAVE i DONE? I ended up marrying an aggressive man. I mean he started off real sweet man during her courting and at wedding. Let's start at the  beginning

On the first night as a married couple we decided to skip a honeymoon-. Reg starting making outrageous demands.  First thing he said "Things are going to change around here. One, you quit your job, two, the girls quit school, and learn how to be an actually lady how are they going to get good husbands looking like they do now?!, three, you put this house in MY name. and four you will make me the Duke and we have a boy together ."  I said "No, I can not make you the, duke 1)that will create the wrong impression that this is YOUR family legacy not MY family's and also making you the duke will make people think you're inheirted the title when you didn't, 2)I will not quit a job, I love, 3)and the girls needing schooling to get them a good job in life..I don't want them to end up teenager mother like I was. 4)I will not make the house in your name."  

So we argued a bit more about it and then he got so angry he punched me in the face.  

The next day Juliet and Hailey decided to make breakfast for family before they want to school and I went to work.  When they went to great me that morning they got a very big shocked. I apperently had a black eye from Reg's pushing me the previous night.  Reg was in a terrible mood at breakfast. He didn't say anything but a few swear words 

On the Saturday, I still had a black eye and my twin sister Cora and our Cousin Queen Regent Esmerlda Landgrabbie  told me, I should get rid of Reg. I refused too.  And I didn't stay to long because Reg insisted I come back home and make lunch for him.  After a demoralizing lunch (he wouldn't even let me eat until he was done!)  he did a little dance with me in the kitchen.  How nice is that?

That night we had another fight about the same thing and he started choking me. But a couple of days later he took me out on a picnic. That's so nice right? 

A couple of nights later we had another fight and he forced me to the floor before he punched me.  I was really weak on the floor after that I had this poential day-mare

I had this  flash of a medium-dark skin adult man with green clothing. I couldn't see anything else do the thunder around him it looked like he was having a vision maybe?  and then I got these flashes of a potential future of both me, but of my daughters if i kept up being this strong or technically this weak

The flashes were in strips of short, the first three was of me fallng down the stairs, and the girls finding me injuried  on the floor.  Juliet tries to give me  CPR.

   The 2nd set of three is of me on a stretcher, one going into an ambulance with paramedics, and Juliet crying in the said ambulance,  still on a stretcher but with nurses, and then with Juliet and Hailey visiting me in a coma, hoping I will wake up 

The third set of three I got of potential future was I potentially died, and the girls said goodbye to me, at the hosptial, and then Hailey carried a weak Juliet out of the room, and then the girls said their final goodbyes to me at the funeral 

the fourth set of pictures (which was a set of four) , is that Reg not only married the girls, but brought two other "sisters" he had in far off country  and built this huge castle on my family's land, and forced all the girls to learn basically harem clothing.  Two of the "sisters" got into trouble for going shopping wearing "inappropriate" clothing so they got put to work hand washing laundry in the house.  The next time they want out, they seem to be like my Aunt Rain*, before Aunt Rain before here with her family to be modestly covered especially the head when they want out. Ie in these sisters' cases niqab  

The last set of pictures als of four, was of Reg, woohooing  with Hailey, Hailey getting pregnant, and Juliet, giving her poison, because it was better she was dead, then to survive the agony's of having their fomer-step-father-turned-husband-being-the-father-of-their-children-and-the-problems-they-will-have -with-the-other-"sisters" -if-Hailey-gave-birth-to-a-boy and then I saw what I presumed to be Hailey's funereal.  But like my funeral in a previous flash, Juliet (or I think it was Juliet-I couldn't tell because this time, all the wives were dressed modestly) but Juliet was the chief morning and presumably was allowed to wear white to the funeral, was being comfortable by one of the two remaining "sisters"

The following day, Reg was once again gone, for part of the day so Juliet made me some coffee and we talked. She asked "Mom, what are you going to do with this marriage? It's not good for you or for us." I said "I don't know what to do, if the abuse is this bad already, wouldn't it get worse if I try to seperate from him? or do what he wants?"  Juliet replied  "no matter which option you do, what if Reg starting abusing me? abusing Hailey? abusing any of our girl cousins?" 

I then went to have my little meeting with my twin and my cousin again. They also said, I should divorce Reg.   I just can't..it will just get worse no matter what I do. And it took me so long to find Reg, I don't want to go through another divorce. Reg is always saying "I will never find another person to love if  I divorced him." 

I then went home and Reg had tempory point in a desk and business chair (which once belong to my great-grandma) in our bedroom-and Reg had a glass in hands and we had a talk and I still tried to stand strong but I was starting to bend to Reg's will.  And then we did a little dance in the bedroom

The following Tuesday, I came home early, and I found Reg choking my niece, Miley. I stopped it right away and I told him that he can abuse me, but he's not to lay a single finger on any of my female relatives.   I finally gave in to his demands.